coley_merrin: (Be Reasonable - Do it my way)
lol... In which no one should take me seriously at all, just letting off steam. XD I am not a ranty person most times, but there are special situations. XD Therefore... Yeah. This has been building up. For. A few months.

Cut for speshal speshal rantings about the ideal markings of traumatic fanfic events )
coley_merrin: (Birds B&W)
Dear body,

Thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Normally I would not thank you, but seeing as you have been unpredictable, thank you for...mostly...sticking with the plan. I will buy you pizza today.

Love, Me

Anyone who wants to join in on that pizza pity party? Even if I have reason to celebrate, mostly it's a pity party, cause my income just dropped like a hot potato. Sigh. Not that I didn't know it was coming, but still it's sort of depressing to find out. ...On the upside, even more time to do nothing.

I think they know when I'm going to be on vacation. XD

That being said...chapter three, I need to add a small transition, and then it is good to go. ...And then I might want to start looking at chapter six before I have to write in all the blanks the day I post it. And then, when it's done, I can focus on something else~
coley_merrin: (Frog in the clouds)
*breathes*

Okay. I'm home. This'll be a two post night, though, probably.

I just had to get this off my chest.

I hate: when a book, fic, story, movie, tv show, picture, gust of wind...

Whatever.

I hate it when it doesn't end the way I'm anticipating. Normally to the sadder end of the spectrum. Or the more depressing. And maybe I should have been anticipating...

It makes me want to cry, or throw something, or shake my screen for the utter waste of my time and emotions. And yes, I do know not everything in life ends perfectly and some situations in storytelling (or life) cannot be resolved in the manner in which my fairy tale mind would so desire. But when something makes me that ill...

I won't be fooled twice.

And then I'll go write 10 happy stories to make up for it.

(And I do not deny or begrudge! anyone the creative right or liberty to do whatever they so desire, and it speaks to talent that I am affected, but in some quarters, someone might not be able to write/direct their way out of a paper bag and still kill me. I just wish I were psychic and could avoid it.)

So I'll go do some emotional eating and catch up on my tv watching, and then picture post later~

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