coley_merrin: (Naruto - ramen)
...I think I'm getting sick. D: Or...I am sick. It took me... two and a half hours of being awake to realize that. I thought it was just allergy head at first. My head has begun to descend into Muzzy and Weird, and my throat has started hurting in the Usual Manner. ...-_-;;;;;;;;; So now I am gulping down scalding green tea. XD XD Oh good gracious. ...I just got up from an hour, hour and a half nap. Woken not by my choice. Stupid phone. :|

...But it was an interesting nap. I know it was a bookstore, with one little room and 3-4 bookshelves, and you went outside to go into a larger (expansive, ginormous) bookstore. There were book. But they also sold equipment for...swimming? Sun-dial watches? O.o 10 and 40 second timers that wouldn't break in the water? Whut? I thought they were anklets at first. -_-; ...And then at the end, something happened I don't recall, an accident or something. And Heechul is standing in front of Siwon, who is all aflutter, and gesturing to this paper I had to find on my messy couch (?) and literally saying... "This will make them better" (emphasis his) and Siwon being all ";_; I know, hyung." ...And then the phone call. Okaaaay. Whatever, brain. :|

So I took a trip this weekend! The highway between here and there is getting so bad. So rough. I get paranoid that I have a flat tire or something, because there's so much vibration. And then I more or less mostly ran the beginning of a red light on the way home. :)....And spent the next five miles near tears explaining to the non-existent police officer about what happened. We ate lemon chicken and watched the Super Show dvds, a couple eps of Oppa Band... Watched half of Adonis Camp, and all of Full House. It was the first time I'd seen all of Full House since... a long time ago, and since at that point I'm pretty sure I knew who Siwon was (<3), and Heechul, and was learning this Hankyung boy, that I totally missed how Kibum and Donghae are all joined at the hip and touchy. Um. Whoops, was supposed to be inspired for HenHae. ...Though Adonis Camp did give some interesting inspiration there.

There was a cow that got over the fence on the way home, and I watched it as I sped by. Cows don't usually go darting into the road, so I wasn't too concerned. Then five miles later, there's a deer standing at the edge of the pavement, a really gorgeous young buck, and he and I, we eyed each other cautiously as I approached... He was running back into the forest when I caught him on my rear view mirror. (Saw a dead deer a few miles later, so hope that buck stayed in the trees...)

...That's all the random I can muster. I think... it's time for soup.
coley_merrin: (Yuuri - baseball)
For some reason I dreamed last night I had been on Twitter for years. If I die when LJ goes down, Twitter would do me in.

...I broke the last glass my mom and I bought together. Glass pieces all over the floor. Sigh. But I didn't cut myself? So, small favors.

Also, most silent holiday ever... A few snap, crackles and pops outside, but obviously in here, not much going on. I feasted on hot dogs, macaroni salad, and cherry coke, with a bit of lemon meringue pie to follow it up. I may not have been setting off fireworks and sat like a very alone lump part of the day, but I am eating well! \o/

I need to get over my "Rawr Protective Mama" instincts on the anniversary fic, because I am spending portions of just about every day swinging between guilt and despair over the angst, wandering through the house like "But I didn't want this for them. They shouldn't ever be unhappy. D:" And then writing schmoopy stuff. Dear self: This is two days out of a projected lifetime, two days of a year that started kind of crappily but kept getting better. Two days that ends in affirmation that the last year wasn't a fluke and there's nothing but the future to hold onto. Please. To be getting. Over yourself. Thank you.

Inner critics need to go and die. But it's 7k of fun! :D? -_-; Tiger!KyuMi is 12k so far, and the KyuMi baseball wing is about 1,300 words typed and a scene or so in a notebook somewhere. So that's a good 20k of unfinished KyuMi. _-_ The HenHae is almost 9k. And though I have a few scenes on the FA kids!KyuMi, if the anniversary fic is making me want to go and die, that would probably have me digging a hole in the back yard or something.

KiHae is at...90-95% completion though. Gonna sleep on it.

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