Straight Ahead

I'm kind of excited because... We're playing "You Raise Me Up" this season, lol. Hey, a song I know. But the other song is hard. *_* Whoa, accidentals.

Um. Um. Um. I wish that was the message of this, and I wish I could properly squee myself, but I have to admit that... I just hooked up my laptop to my not-gigantic 26 inch tv so I could watch the SJM teaser in as large a format as I could muster. Um. Check with me again in the morning, in case I have expired.


Why are they so hot?

If you acknowledge your problems, do they go away? A "point, what point?" post.

( I don't write smut, ever, except when I do... SuJu does bad things to me )

Also, weekend, do not leave me. ;_; *clings to it*

...I think I'm getting sick. D: Or...I am sick. It took me... two and a half hours of being awake to realize that. I thought it was just allergy head at first. My head has begun to descend into Muzzy and Weird, and my throat has started hurting in the Usual Manner. ...-_-;;;;;;;;; So now I am gulping down scalding green tea. XD XD Oh good gracious. ...I just got up from an hour, hour and a half nap. Woken not by my choice. Stupid phone. :|

...But it was an interesting nap. I know it was a bookstore, with one little room and 3-4 bookshelves, and you went outside to go into a larger (expansive, ginormous) bookstore. There were book. But they also sold equipment for...swimming? Sun-dial watches? O.o 10 and 40 second timers that wouldn't break in the water? Whut? I thought they were anklets at first. -_-; ...And then at the end, something happened I don't recall, an accident or something. And Heechul is standing in front of Siwon, who is all aflutter, and gesturing to this paper I had to find on my messy couch (?) and literally saying... "This will make them better" (emphasis his) and Siwon being all ";_; I know, hyung." ...And then the phone call. Okaaaay. Whatever, brain. :|

So I took a trip this weekend! The highway between here and there is getting so bad. So rough. I get paranoid that I have a flat tire or something, because there's so much vibration. And then I more or less mostly ran the beginning of a red light on the way home. :)....And spent the next five miles near tears explaining to the non-existent police officer about what happened. We ate lemon chicken and watched the Super Show dvds, a couple eps of Oppa Band... Watched half of Adonis Camp, and all of Full House. It was the first time I'd seen all of Full House since... a long time ago, and since at that point I'm pretty sure I knew who Siwon was (<3), and Heechul, and was learning this Hankyung boy, that I totally missed how Kibum and Donghae are all joined at the hip and touchy. Um. Whoops, was supposed to be inspired for HenHae. ...Though Adonis Camp did give some interesting inspiration there.

There was a cow that got over the fence on the way home, and I watched it as I sped by. Cows don't usually go darting into the road, so I wasn't too concerned. Then five miles later, there's a deer standing at the edge of the pavement, a really gorgeous young buck, and he and I, we eyed each other cautiously as I approached... He was running back into the forest when I caught him on my rear view mirror. (Saw a dead deer a few miles later, so hope that buck stayed in the trees...)

...That's all the random I can muster. I think... it's time for soup.

( Cutting RL stuff so this isn't obnoxiously long, lol )

And boys, boys? Why must you always make me die over hair issues? _-_ My heart can't take it. *breathes in* (I couldn't have gone anyway because of work and/or lack of it at the time. I know this. Repeat this 20 times. Siiigh.)

...Siwon. Siwon. Siwon. Why? I confess... I confess that his "horse" nickname had a tiny, eensy weensy little part in forming my bias. But. Putting a cute cartoon horse on your gorgeous/fabulous/stupidly hot chest is not a good way to make me stop. When we got the first image of SuJu posing in front of the carousel for the calendar, I remembering spazzing a little like "Omg, will there be pics with carousel horses?" And though there wasn't... Bring on more Super Show pics~

Also... Hae is. So cute. *makes wistful hands at Siwon's shirt* I would wear it forever. ;_;



...That's it. Watching Hyang Dan again today/soon. Siwon on a horse >>>>>>>>>> almost anything in my life.

...*suddenly energized to write* *_____* *eyes stable of fics* Also, no matter what pics we get, I'm not writing KyuMi genderswitch again I swear.

I've written the end of the epic fic #1! YES! Of course, I've written scenes to go back later and go... uhh... that needs to not be there. And, ah. Now I have to go back and fill in the middle. But seeing as how that scene just crested it over 10,000 words and nary an end in sight, I am cursing the fact that my MUSE IS NOTHING BUT EPIC. Ugh. Okay, fine, I did write several one shots. But whyyyyy. But there ARE three piece suits. That counts for something.

At least the SiHan muse came back. \o/ I was beginning to think I had been kidnapped by leprechauns or something, when I'm like "Wait, did I just split up my OTP? Whoa, back up there, partner." You can imagine me doing that with cowboy boots that I don't own, and, ah...

I tried to warn the little muffin away from my muse before I had to stick a fork in him, but alas, it did not work. He makes cute faces, and within 48 hours I'm writing him inappropriately making out with people. *facepalm* I see how this is destined to go, and it is not in my favor. The sooner it's over, the better. I'm going to close my eyes and imagine this will mark the end of the insanity.

I'd claim it's not my fault, but... it kind of is.

(I just emailed myself a link and two heard my email ding and went "Ooh, email!" and then went "Oh, from ME, dork.")

Anecdotal… I am such a spaz about organization… clutter clutter, piles of things, pretty singers and horses and gracious knows what all. *pauses to make my eyes cease burning from the onion I just cut up* Ahem. But the kitchen is oddly different… There have been… talkings-to to people when someone puts away the spatulas in the spoon drawer, or, kitchen forbid, putting the can opener in the wrong spot. I am surrounded by piles of books and papers and empty plates, and am frowny-attentive about kitchen organization. Fabulous.

But as I sit enjoying a piece of bread I wore my hands out kneading last night with my chai latte, I can’t really complain about the complexities of my cleaning abilities. :P

While we’re on the topic, I particularly hate the sound of the vacuum cleaner, and always have.

And to segue from doodad to another… I’m not a particularly fail gamer… excepting anything that requires guns or first person anything… but Eternal Sonata is kicking my behind. I’ve had two game over screens. I’m not fighting bosses. *taps fingers* Are you supposed to have to start heavy-duty leveling up less than two hours into a game? Apparently I’m going to, anyway. I’m getting a little tired of seeing half my party die off while I flail.

…Yesung and Sungmin are singing a song for a charity album for abandoned dogs? You all suck in such a fantastic way. ;_;

And because I had nothing better to do, I was watching music videos this morning and a few of things struck me… I’m always amused by the total ninja appearances of Hankyung in “You Are the One” vid…. They must seriously have included all of his ninja appearances from the whole ep for it to feature him as much as it does. Hankyung falls on his behind? Check. Hankyung’s head materializes over group shot? Check. Hankyung waves, snowboard in hand? Check. Hankyung and Sunglasses? Check. I’m tempted now to go watch the ep to see if he appears more than I thought. *_* (We’ll ignore the part where I teared up.) Also, struck again by how much Yesung looks like he just stepped out of the pages of D.Gray-man in his jacket. -_-

And in M’s “U”… in the same scene that tickled me with Boy Wonder’s “I have my hands on two of them and ain’t nothing you can do about it” part (and apparently the only person I had watched before today in that scene :P) I was taking note of people’s hands, which are pretty uniformly on hips or each other or just hanging, and then Kyuhyun is like *thighs* which is an image a month or two ago that would’ve made me run away screaming “Not the baaaaby” (and in the interest of full disclosure, I admit that I still do the cute-and-vocal “Oh, baby <3” at him sometimes… not sure what that says about me.)… Until I sort of gave up fighting the tide, especially after having watched 2700 hours of M interviews and shows, and then I actually watched Henry during that scene in “U,” and I’ll be exiting from under the couch in about a decade. Thank you.

And, AFI is starting to ramp up for new album release if they're preparing to bring in people for the studio by asking for videos. Yeeeeees. I wish I were not totally insane, as I'd be tempted to send in a video myself (Smith comes to get you? Are they serious? lol. Just for that alone.), but I am, so I will not. (Because this would totally how my video would go: "Hi, I'm a Jen. I'm a fan. I'd like to molest your guitarist. I sit on my couch all day. I like Korean boys. Pick me!")

Accidental computer consultant who is still angsting about scarves, over and out. -____-

Crock pot owns me soul. Just finished extracting creamy chicken and potatoes and it is, lo and behold... good! I finally bought more buttermilk, so will make more soda bread tomorrow.

She cooks, she bakes, she hides under the couch when she posts fic to a new fandom.

...Someone just walked in with three... Three!... boxes of chocolate covered cherries. What do I do with him?

Ugh, did I mention this was good? So good. I could make myself ill on this. (Thank you, recipe makers! Even I can make it!) It wanted me to add peas, and I said "Nahhhh" because peas and I, not so much. And the only thing I had in the freezer was a pea/carrot combo... There were carrots in it already, and while I do love me some carrots... Yeah. The peas thing was a no-go. (And in my defense, I did not buy that pea/carrot blend... That would be the same person who bought THREE boxes of chocolate covered cherries after moaning about needing to drop 10. He has all the impulse control that I do. Impressive.)

Well, I think that takes care of Monday.

Title: Eeteuk and the Scarf of Many Colors
Author: Coley Merrin
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: ninja!KangTeuk, Super Junior (OT15)
Rated: G

A/N: When the idea for this came to me... Had to be done. So, a warmest wish for the new year to everyone. <3

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