Ooh, ahh...

Nov. 5th, 2009 05:08 pm
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This is like the post of posty posty doom. Forewarning. It is full of random and incoherence and wangst and whatever.

...Meaning, I had three drafts of a post saved with about three days worth of me being random. However. lol. :| Pushing the post button is too much for my delicate sensibilities.



Yesterday. Not the best day.

I sort of accidentally stumbled across this video which, though not the video that brings memories, but the song itself... Driving in the car, having her tell me that was one she liked.

I miss that, and that's not something that goes away, and I'm trying not to be maudlin about it as days go by. I don't think I'll ever forget that, because there's so much I still wish I could share. *fond eyes at the "Miracle" mv*

And then, then people can't get it together. The prospect of spending Thanksgiving alone... Why is that a brighter thought than spending it with a whole house full of strangers? In my family's house, sure I'd spend some of the day on the computer, but to sit in someone's house, someone I barely know... While their kids run around. And I'm not really socially forward... I'm not going to be all "HAY, I'll help you in the kitchen~" No...I'd be "HAY, I'll be over in the corner in a chair looking like the grim reaper, writing about my boys."

...However there seems to be new developments, but I'm not holding my breath. Why can't everyone just get along?

What else... Oh yes. Catching up on the days of the Daily Show I missed while gone... deleted a lot of the news. Trying to catch up on all the rest of the tv. Managed to get up on FlashForward, and need to check in on Supernatural next. But I did go from 40 hours recording available, to 90, but most of that was deleting episodes of "Say Yes to the Dress" and "Trauma: Life in the ER" that I had already seen.

I'm trying to determine how many shades of colors my arm will be in a few days. Dummmyyy... That door is heavy. _-_ (Blue... Healed quick.)

I bought corn on the cob. I haven't had fresh corn in... *_* Forever. Baked it in cream and salt and pepper and it was... I can't even describe. And I got leeks and spinach to go in the dish I made~ I'd never actually used leeks before (looked up how to clean them just in case)... I think I will have to again, because I popped a piece in my mouth and didn't even faint and spit it out as I would have a raw onion. And my eyes only stung the bare minimum. Leeks always make me think of Kyo, oddly. And his...gas mask. Sorry, darling, I think I like them... Of course, making that meant I ate dinner at like, 8pm. Good planning there, me.

...Also, I have a new cookbook. *exults*

...I'm craving gruyere. I wonder if the stuff in the fridge is any good any more? >.>

Why do people let me waste my time making icons? I'm never satisfied, lol. It always looks better when someone else makes it... I kind of really like this new Qmi icon I made though. ;_; Helps the picture quality was better than the last one. Weird.

...Animal!verse part three is 10k. Heaven help us all. I don't know if I regained my brain cells. I...yes. Quantity =/= quality. Though I'm semi-satisfied.

Prince!SiHan with the invasion of Kyu and Mi (so...both combined...) is...17k. >.>

I'm "doing" NaNoWriMo in that I am trying to write the minimum of words on my fics per day... Which means when these hit the "ready" stage people will be ready to kick me into the stratosphere to stop my cluttering of their flists. Sigh. I made my goal three of the first four days, but I made up for the missed goal with some excess. I've written about...18 words today, and I'll be out of the house for an hour and a half. I'm not too worried, since my Geng scenes rolled quick last night. *stares at Jun* Cooperate. I contemplated working on the novel for about...1.5 seconds. But. If I take my eyes off these fics, I'll never come back as I should. It's a sad truth. So it is the month of fic progress, for yay~

Date: 2009-11-06 05:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] breeen.livejournal.com
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! I'm SO GOING THROUGH SHIHAN WITHDRAWAL! And I LOOOOOOOVE YOUR KIHAE TOO. ADDING IN QMI. GAH.

ahem... sorry. I'm calm now. :) Glad you're back. :)

Date: 2009-11-07 09:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coley-merrin.livejournal.com
I'm having a good time embracing SiHan, I have to say. <3 That'll probably be the next big project that I get around to posting. Happy~

Date: 2009-11-06 07:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] miakamouse.livejournal.com
it's always startling how random little things can bring out such powerful memories and emotions with them... ::hugs:: that's a pretty song tho! i'm sure she'd like that it reminds you of her... and you know i'm always here if you feel like reminiscing or venting out negative feelings or whatever, right?

Date: 2009-11-07 09:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coley-merrin.livejournal.com
It is a pretty song... And pretty lyrics too. <3

Here's hoping the family drama is over soon. -_-;;;;;;; <3 Thank you~~ <3<3 And you too, you know? :) I'm always here...

Date: 2009-11-06 02:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alexchen-u.livejournal.com
@"And I'm not really socially forward... I'm not going to be all "HAY, I'll help you in the kitchen~" No...I'd be "HAY, I'll be over in the corner in a chair looking like the grim reaper, writing about my boys."

That's me too...haha...I like who you seem to be ^^

Date: 2009-11-07 09:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coley-merrin.livejournal.com
I enjoy being around most people, haha... But stick me in a house with strangers and I'm going to be like that unless someone talks to me. ...I don't know if that's something I ever grew out of. XD XD <3

Date: 2009-11-07 08:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arashi-no-miko.livejournal.com
The WorlD I Know
that must be the title of your last Animal!verse fic

does KiHae and BloHyuk couples will be written in one story? when will u post it? *bouncing up & down impatiently* btw, i miz QMi & SiHan too..

THANK YOU SOOOOO MUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCHHHH

Date: 2009-11-07 09:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coley-merrin.livejournal.com
"The World I Know" is the title~

KiHae and BloHyuk and QMi all will share the last story. :) :) I'm writing away on it, but still have a lot more work to do. So it won't be really soon, but I'll work hard! :) :)

<3<3

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