<3<3 The little corner of happy. Sigh. (...This here is just this little thing I'd been poking at. Siwon's pov was so rare. *_*)
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He had no guarantee of Hangeng’s feelings, but he did. He did. The memory of the way he had looked when he saw Siwon for the first time face to face, that sort of wonder. To see that smile, directed at Kyuhyun that morning had made every dream he had dreamed solidify.
He had been so long alone, standing on his own. He had his parents. He had his daughter. And she brought him such joy, and such worry. And then there was Hangeng, who was smart and while dreaming, so tempered to the world. He had not been lying when he had said he was starved for adult contact. The Hangeng who laughed at him and understood his jokes. The man who got down onto the floor to play with a puppy and his daughter without fearing for his dignity. The man who, when hugged, held him back with such care. He needed that. He needed all of that, with this man. It was insane, to feel so much, so quickly.
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He had no guarantee of Hangeng’s feelings, but he did. He did. The memory of the way he had looked when he saw Siwon for the first time face to face, that sort of wonder. To see that smile, directed at Kyuhyun that morning had made every dream he had dreamed solidify.
He had been so long alone, standing on his own. He had his parents. He had his daughter. And she brought him such joy, and such worry. And then there was Hangeng, who was smart and while dreaming, so tempered to the world. He had not been lying when he had said he was starved for adult contact. The Hangeng who laughed at him and understood his jokes. The man who got down onto the floor to play with a puppy and his daughter without fearing for his dignity. The man who, when hugged, held him back with such care. He needed that. He needed all of that, with this man. It was insane, to feel so much, so quickly.
His body, the lilt of his accent…
He had never had an equal before.